Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Babies and Bottles


So my little Christopher drank his very first full bottle tonight. We have been working on his bottle feeding for about 4 days now, and he's always lost interes after about 15 MLs, but tonight he drank 80MLs. I was so excited. If he can keep this up, it won't be long until we can take his feeding tube out! Yay. Anyway, I was super stoked and wanted everyone to hear all about it. I got to burp him and everything like a regular baby. It's the little things, you know. Anyway here's a pic for all to enjoy. Luv u all!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Update & pictures!
















So I've been getting used to Facebook over the last week, so that's why I haven't posted anything. There are several people who go there for updates rather than the blog, although the blog tends to have a lot more detail with explaining things. So here's the scoop:
Chris has been on breast milk since Wednesday, and hasn't had a problem spitting up once. We are overjoyed that he is having less and less feeding problems. He still doesn't drink much from a bottle but we are slowly working him into that again. Everyone who has seen him says he is growing, but it's hard for me to picture that, since I'm here with him all the time.
In other exciting news, it has been descovered that there is a possibility that the breast milk that was transported from Emmanuel is spoiled. So I'll be throwing most of that out....sigh.
We are unsure of Chris's current weight as the Cocoon nurse for Clatsop county is having "difficulty" getting to our home to do a home visit (which is her primary responsibility). She has repeatedly told us that she is totally "booked up" , to which I have responded that she needs to see us weekly irregaurdless, since that's what the cardiologist and dietition want. I refuse to take him into the Health Dept. or Pediatritions office just for a weight, when he may or may not be exposed to all manner of icky cawcaw germs.
In the meantime, he is spending more time awake, and interacting with everyone. He smiles and coos and is a joy to have at home finally. He is the most easy going baby, and rarely cries unless hungry or dirty. He does like to be held a lot, which is sometimes hard with everything going on. But, since he's on his back so much, I try to hold him quite a bit, since we were told not to place him on his tummy too much ( he has many large incisions that may still be tender). When he is on his tummy, he seems to me to be comfortable and looks around and holds his head up very well. He may or may not always be a bit behind other kids, due to being on a paralitic for so long, and not being able to be held or moved much, until his incisions were pretty well healed.

So, I know everyone likes some pictured now and then. Most of my pictures I take are of Tyler, and I'll explain why. Anthony is at school roughly 9 hours a day. Christopher is alseep roughly 20 hours a day. And Tyler is up with me other than a 2 hour mid-day nap. I wish I could get more of Tony, but he also goes over to his mom's on the weekends, plus he's at that age where it not cool to get your picture taken. Don't tell him I said that. Much love to all.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Give it a rest

Well, I didn't post for a whole day, I think. I don't have a lot to update, other than Christopher can be put on breast milk tomorrow!!! Hooray! I am praying that he will digest it well, and that there will be no major setbacks due to the switch. If anything, I am hopeful that some of his feeding issues may resolve on the breast milk. I am excited, to say the least, since my original goal was to nurse for 1 year. I am going to work hard to get him to nurse eventually, but for now, since he is so far behind in his weight, everyone wants to keep track of exactly how much substance he is taking in. So that's the latest.

Also, I thought I might in my spare time, type up the story of his delivery, since many people have not heard it yet. I think all the negative stuff that followed shadowed the great labor and delivery experience I had. So I will be working on that and working on keeping it concise, but I would love to share it with you all. Let me know if anyone is really reading this or not though. (It may affect how much time I truly spend on it.) We love you all.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Prayer of the Children

It only seems fair that I put Kurt Bestor's lyrics on the blog as well. Since it was the first song I posted. Here they are:

Prayer of the Children

Can you hear the prayer of the children?
On bended knee, in the shadow of an unknown room
Empty eyes with no more tears to cry
Turning heavenward toward the light

Crying Jesus, help me
To see the morning light-of one more day
But if I should die before I wake, I pray my soul to take

Can you feel the hearts of the children?
Aching for home, for something of their very own
Reaching hands, with nothing to hold on to,
But hope for a better day a better day

Crying Jesus, help me
To feel the love again in my own land
But if unknown roads lead away from home,
Give me loving arms, away from harm

Can you hear the voice of the children?
Softly pleading for silence in a shattered world?
Angry guns preach a gospel full of hate,
Blood of the innocent on their hands

Crying Jesus, help me
To feel the sun again upon my face,
For when darkness clears I know you're near,
Bringing peace again
Dali cujete sve djecje molitive?
(Croatian translation: 'Can you hear all the children's prayers?')

Can you hear the prayer of the children?.

Lucky Man

And for all you hordes of country buffs, (sarcasm) here's the lyrics to "Lucky Man":

Lucky Man

I have days where I hate my job
This little town, and the whole world too
and Last Sunday when my Bengals lost
Lord, it put me in a bad mood

I have moments when I curse the rain
Then complain when the sun's too hot
I look around at what everyone has
And I forget about all I've got

But I know I'm a lucky man
God's given me a pretty fair hand
Got a house and a piece of land
A few dollars in a coffee can
My old truck's still running good
My ticker's ticking like they say it should
I got supper in the oven, a good womans lovin'
And one more day to be my little kid's dad
Lord knows I'm a lucky man

Got some friends who would be here fast
I could call 'em any time of day
Got a brother who's got my back
Got a mama who I swear's a saint
Got a brand new rod and reel
Got a full week off this year
Dad had a close call last spring
It's a miracle he's still here

I know I'm a lucky man
God's given me a pretty fair hand
Got a house and a piece of land
A few dollars in a coffee can
My old truck's still running good
My ticker's tickin' like they say it should
Got supper in the oven, a good woman's lovin'
And one more day to be my little kid's dad
Lord knows I'm a lucky man

My old truck's still running good
My ticker's ticking like they say it should
Got supper in the oven, a good woman's lovin
and even my bad days ain't that bad
Ya knows I'm a lucky man

I'm a lucky, lucky man

You'll be in my heart

I knew you all wanted some more music, so here you go. I dedicate this song to all my boys big and small. I love you!

You'll be in my heart

Come stop your crying, it will be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can't be broken
I will be here don't you cry

Cuz you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different, but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you've gotta hold on
They'll see in time, I know

We'll show them together cuz

You'll be in my heart
I believe, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart always

Always...
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always

Sunday, April 18, 2010

More action-packed adventure!

More exciting video for all your viewing pleasure! I didn't realize until I'd already posted this video that Tyler was being so loud...I hate to say it, but I kinda tune out the annoying noises he makes. I think he was feeling a bit left out. Then when I tried to take video of him, he got all shy. Anyway, hope you enjoy the video even with Tyler in the background. :)

P.S. Christopher is officially 2 months old! Yay!

Meaning of Hiru no Tsuki

I thought I should put the English translation of the song "Hiru no Tsuki". It is totally unrelated to anything. I just like it and it takes me back to when Joel and I used to watch a cartoon together called Outlaw Star. Anyway here's what it says:

Hiru no Tsuki ~ Daytime Moon

One soundless mid-day
the wind was so cheerful
Flower petals sway in the breeze
as if they were sleepy.

This serene feeling...
Tell me, what is the word people use for it?

Tell me a story that's locked away
in the white-sand moon.
Let me hear it
as gently as light shining down.

Will the time come when you will know the pain in my heart?
Then you'd be able to be gentler than you are now.

Such a warm feeling..........
tell me, what is the name that people give to it?

Softly let me hear
of the distant future,
so bright it can't be seen,
like a white sand moon.

Less isn't More



I knew you were all so excited to see some more photos, (and Christopher was in a really good mood) so I took some more.



Mom coaxed a smile from Christopher!



And another!

Ty was running around while I was taking pictures, so I thought I'd snag one of him. He was all dressed up like Iron Man, and had an awesome juice mustache.


Rockstar in action!

I took this on the actual camera, since I can't get any of the detailed videos I took on my phone to download. (darn) I know you were all giddy with anticipation. I may be going a bit overboard, and you all that this is for may not even read this or care. (I know Aunt Patti does!) But it actually helps me to be able to share what's going on right now in our lives. We love you all! Enjoy, and be ready for more excitement.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Holy Picture Festivals!!!!!

Wow. I must simply have too much time on my hands. I'm gunna share some happy pictures with y'all! Enjoy!! Just thought I'd take a picture of the back of Chris' head so you all could see that he does have hair!
The most recent pic of Anthony I could find. (He'll kill me for putting it up.)


My three best friends being goofy and looking studly, with an awesome tar-paper backdrop. (all spiffed up for their one and only sis's one and only wedding!)



Random picture of Copper and my leg. :)




Another reason I love it here.





Random wedding photo. (Yes, I told Roberto to take his sunglasses off.)






One of the reasons I love it here.




El Roberto fishing, his favorite pastime.

Memorial Procession for the fallen Washington Police officers.


Christopher doing his car seat challenge a day or two before going home. He had to sit in his car seat for 3 hours and show that he could maintain his sats for the drive home.

Tyler visiting Mommy and Christopher in Peds.

Tyler and Daddy checkin' out the fire truck and fire fighter gear.

Aunt Mollie visiting us at the Pediatric ward.

Random elk. Be quiet, I like them.

Christopher the second day home after 39 days at Emmanuel. We took his picture next to a D battery so we would be able to tell how small he was. He was a giant compared to most babies in the NICU.



My handsome hubby doing what he loves. Although this wasn't a happy day, it was an honor for Robert to be able to drive in the procession for the Washington Police officer's Memorial.



Ty at Luke and Liz's wedding.




just purdy.

My littlest angel


I took this picture today. I just thought he was adorable. I wish I had taken it in color. (sigh) I'll just have to take more to make up for that. Hope you all like it. I did get the comment about posting some photos of the whole family. Would be happy to do that as soon as I can pin all or most of them down all at the same time. I on the other hand may not be in them, as I am camera shy, and am self conscious. I did have a baby less than two months ago, and although I am lighter than my pre-pregnancy weight, would still like to firm some spots up, and wait for the hormones to die down a bit more. ( I know I should be proud, because look what I have to show, but I'd still like a bit more time) Also, I am sicker than a dog right now (where did that saying come from?), so that look is not very becoming either. Anyway, will work on all that stuff. But for now here's my littlest angel. (And just so you know he's not always in the crib wrapped up tighter than a burrito!) lol

Friday, April 16, 2010

Reorganizing


So there I was, with nothing to do..(har har) So I decided to reorganize a drawer in our kitchen to accommodate some of Chris' medicine and food paraphernalia. Tyler was thoroughly upset as it used to be his drawer for bibs, bottles and sippy cups. I explained that he was a big boy now, and that baby brother needed to use his drawer for his baby stuff. (Tyler hasn't used anything in that drawer for over a year.) So here is the drawer:
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There is still quite a bit more stuff that doesn't have homes, like all his food bags, back-up formula, and some of his left over sterile dressing supplies. He has several spare NG tubes (his feeding tube), as well as the special tape and clear plastic that holds it in place. Not sure where all that will go. But I was tired of everything taking over my counter tops. Hopefully some of the feeding stuff will be gone soon.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Result of Appt.

So we didn't learn much from our appointment with the dietitian & speech pathologist. Pretty much they agreed with the fact that his throat may just be severely irritated from pulling his feeding tube out and us having to put it back in. We did change his eating times though and it seems to have helped a little. We were feeding him 60 mL of formula every 3 hours, 8 times a day. He used to spit up on the last 3 or 4 feedings. Now we are feeding him 70 ML every 3 hours, 7 times a day, but giving him a 6 hour break at night. The reason this seems to be working is because he was tolerating the daytime feedings fine, and just spitting up in the late night or early morning feedings. So now we don't have one of those feedings, and it actually seems ok. Granted we have only tried it one night. But he only spit up twice and a lot less each time. We shall see how it goes. Also we are told that we can start using some breast milk fortified with colostrum on the 21st, so I'm excited for that. Everyone was still just fine with his growth and that is most important. Will try after the 21st to work with the bottle and hopefully get him off the feeding tube. Thank you all for prayers. Will try to post a video or pictures soon.

On another pleasant note, both Ty and I have a cold. We are trying to be extra careful around Christopher, and hoping he won't catch it. Good luck with that! Luv you all.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Back to Emmanuel

Hi everyone. I just wanted to update everyone and let you all know that although Christopher is doing well overall, we are headed back to Emmanuel today. He is having constant feeding issues, and we are at a loss as to what is causing them. I originally thought that the really crappy pump we were given was the problem. Well it was a problem, but not THE problem. I then thought maybe we were giving him his meds too close to mealtimes. But no luck there either. I also realized that when I offered him a bottle as well as pump fed him, he was more likely to spit up. Well I changed all that and he's still doing it. He is constantly spitting up after every feeding, and not just formula. How is he supposed to get bigger when he can't keep anything down. He's not spitting up everything, but he is spitting up more consistently than before. Earlier, it was once or twice a day. Now it's almost every time he eats. So we are on our way back to Emmanuel to see the dietitian and the speech pathologist. Hopefully someone will have some suggestions we haven't tried. The annoying thing is that we were there on Friday, and asked about this stuff, and no one seemed too worried. I also asked before being discharged from Peds. So I hope someone can tell us something. Send a prayer or two (or more) our way, for safe travel, and some kind of helpful response at the appointment. Thank you and we love you. Will post more pictures soon.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

HLHS Link

Here is a link that shows the series of surgeries Christopher will have, in case anyone wanted a visual diagram. I'm not very good at explaining it. http://www.americanheart.org/presenter.jhtml?identifier=1353

Normal heart vs. HLHS




HLHS

Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome (HLHS)
What is hypoplastic left heart syndrome?


Normal heart (click to enlarge)Hypoplastic left heart syndrome (HLHS) is a congenital (present at birth) syndrome that involves a combination of several abnormalities of the heart and great blood vessels.
In the normal heart, oxygen-poor (blue) blood returns to the right atrium from the body, travels to the right ventricle, then is pumped through the pulmonary artery into the lungs where it receives oxygen. Oxygen-rich (red) blood returns to the left atrium from the lungs, passes into the left ventricle, and then is pumped out to the body through the aorta.
See About the Heart and Blood Vessels for more information on how the heart normally works.

In hypoplastic left heart syndrome, most of the structures on the left side of the heart are small and underdeveloped. The degree of underdevelopment differs from child to child. The structures affected usually include the following:

Mitral valve — The valve that controls blood flow between the left atrium and left ventricle in the heart.
Left ventricle — The lower left-hand chamber of the heart. It receives oxygen-rich (red) blood from the left atrium and pumps it into the aorta, which takes the blood to the body. The left ventricle must be strong and muscular in order to pump enough blood to the body to meet its requirements.
Aortic valve — The valve that regulates blood flow from the heart into the aorta.
Aorta — The largest artery in the body and the primary blood vessel leading from the heart to the body.
Perhaps the most critical defect in HLHS is the small, underdeveloped left ventricle. This chamber is normally very strong and muscular so it can pump blood to the body. When the chamber is small and poorly developed, it will not function effectively and cannot provide enough blood flow to meet the body's needs. For this reason, an infant with hypoplastic left heart syndrome is in a very critical situation.

Hypoplastic left heart syndrome occurs in up to four out of every 10,000 live births. The syndrome comprises 8 percent of all cases of congenital heart disease. It is one of the top three heart abnormalities to cause problems in the newborn. HLHS occurs slightly more often in boys than in girls. In many children, HLHS occurs by chance, with no clear reason evident for their development.

What causes hypoplastic left heart syndrome?

Hypoplastic left heart syndrome is the result of abnormal underdevelopment of sections of the fetal heart during the first 8 weeks of pregnancy. Some congenital heart defects may have a genetic link, either occurring due to a defect in a gene, a chromosome abnormality, or environmental exposure, causing heart problems to occur more often in certain families. In hypoplastic left heart syndrome, there may be abnormalities of other organs.

What are the symptoms of hypoplastic left heart syndrome?

Infants with HLHS usually develop symptoms shortly after birth. The following are the most common symptoms of hypoplastic left heart syndrome. Each child may experience symptoms differently. Symptoms may include:

cyanosis (blue color of the skin, lips and nailbeds)
pale skin
sweaty or clammy skin
cool skin
heavy and/or rapid breathing
fast heart rate
The symptoms of hypoplastic left heart syndrome may resemble other medical conditions and heart problems. Always consult your child's physician for a diagnosis.

How is hypoplastic left heart syndrome diagnosed?


Hypoplastic left heart syndrome (click to enlarge)Your child's physician may have heard a heart murmur during a physical examination and referred your child to a pediatric cardiologist for a diagnosis. A heart murmur is simply a noise caused by the turbulence of blood flowing through a narrow region. Symptoms your child experiences also will help with the diagnosis.
A pediatric cardiologist specializes in the diagnosis and medical management of congenital heart defects, as well as heart problems that may develop later in childhood. The cardiologist will perform a physical examination, listening to the heart and lungs, and make other observations that help in the diagnosis. Other tests are needed to help with the diagnosis.

Chest X-ray — A diagnostic test which uses invisible electromagnetic energy beams to produce images of internal tissues, bones and organs onto film.
Electrocardiogram (ECG or EKG) — A test that records the electrical activity of the heart, shows abnormal rhythms (arrhythmias or dysrhythmias) and detects heart muscle damage.
Echocardiogram (echo) — A procedure that evaluates the structure and function of the heart by using sound waves, recorded on an electronic sensor, that produce a moving picture of the heart and heart valves.
Cardiac Catheterization — A procedure that gives function and information about the structure inside the heart. Under sedation, a small, thin, flexible tube (catheter) is inserted into a blood vessel in the groin and guided to the inside of the heart. Blood pressure and oxygen measurements are taken in the four chambers of the heart, as well as in the pulmonary artery and aorta. Contrast dye also is injected to more clearly visualize the structures inside the heart.
Cardiac Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI) — A non-invasive test that uses magnets and radio waves to make pictures of structures and blood flow inside the body.
What are the treatments for hypoplastic left heart syndrome?

Specific treatment for hypoplastic left heart syndrome will be determined by your child's physician based on:

your child's age, overall health and medical history
extent of the disease
your child's tolerance for specific medications, procedures or therapies
how your child's doctor expects the disease will progress
your opinion or preference
Your child most likely will be admitted to the intensive care unit (ICU) or special care nursery once symptoms are noted. Initially, your child may be placed on oxygen, or a ventilator to assist his/her breathing. Intravenous (IV) medications may be given to help the heart and lungs function more efficiently.

Surgical repair

The surgical approach to HLHS is directed toward using the one good ventricle to do the work that is normally done by two ventricles, and to separate the "blue" or pulmonary circulation from the "red" or systemic circulation, as is the case in the normal heart. Treatment consists of three stages ending with the Fontan procedure.
The Fontan procedure takes advantage of the fact that blood flows so easily through the mature lung that it does not need the force of the right ventricle to push it through. In fact, the great veins bringing "blue" blood back to the heart, called the superior vena cava and inferior vena cava, can be channeled directly to the lungs through the pulmonary artery, bypassing the right ventricle altogether. When this is achieved, the right ventricle (in HLHS, the only ventricle) can be devoted to pumping "red" blood to the rest of the body. In this way, "blue" blood pathways and "red" blood pathways are separate, with "blue" blood reaching the lungs passively, where it is oxygenated before returning to the single ventricle as "red" blood, then pumped to the body.
The blood vessels of the lungs change over the first year of life. The Fontan procedure depends on sufficiently easy flow through the lungs to not require the force of a ventricle to conduct blood through the pulmonary circuit. This is not possible in the first months of life, and two operations must precede the Fontan procedure until the lungs are ready.
The Stage I operation (Norwood Procedure) connects the right ventricle to the aorta so that its flow, which will eventually be "red" blood, will be delivered to the body through branches of the aorta. This usually involves rebuilding a small aorta and connecting it to the ventricle. To survive the newborn period, blood flow to the immature lungs must be forceful. Blood flow to the lungs is provided through a tube from a branch of the aorta to the pulmonary artery called the Modified Blalock-Taussig Shunt.
Usually, at between three and eight months of age, the lungs mature to the point that blood flows more easily through, and ventricular force is no longer necessary. The Stage II, or Bi-directional Glenn Shunt, is a direct connection between the superior vena cava and the pulmonary artery, diverting half of the "blue" blood directly to the lungs without the assistance of the ventricle.
Finally, with still further lung maturity, the vessels of the lungs can accommodate all the body's "blue" blood and the Stage III, or Fontan procedure, can be done. The Fontan procedure connects the inferior vena cava to the pulmonary artery by creating a channel, or baffle, through the heart to direct its flow to the pulmonary artery. Now all the "blue" blood flows passively to the lungs, and the single ventricle pumps exclusively "red" blood to the body.

What is the long-term outlook after treatment for hypoplastic left heart syndrome?

Children with hypoplastic left heart syndrome will need follow-up care throughout their life to make sure their heart continues to work correctly. Most will require heart medicines. Consult your child's physician regarding the specific outlook for your child.

What is the latest research on hypoplastic left heart syndrome?

Complementing the Cardiovascular Program of Children's Hospital Boston is the nation's most intensive clinical and basic research program focused on pediatric heart disease. Children's is a world leader in opening new avenues of "translational research," bringing laboratory advances to the bedside and doctor's office as quickly as possible. All senior medical staff members of the Cardiovascular Program participate in clinical research activities.

~Mostly Good News

So I thought I'd post how Christopher's appointment went before I forget everything that was said. Dr. Chang was very pleased with his growth, color, and sound ( meaning his cry). He can tell a lot about the function of the heart just by these three things. If he's not growing ...obvious problems. If his color is more bluish than it should be, then he's sating too low, (not enough oxygen). If he cries loudly, it means good lung function, which means "good" heart function. Dr. Chang was also happy with the ultra sound. Christopher's pressure, and rhythm are all good. He is happy with the shunts function, and the band they put on it.

The one negative to all that we heard is that Christopher's tricuspid valve is leaking moderately. This is the valve between the right atrium and the right ventricle. The leakage is do to pressure load, and volume load. I will try my best to explain. Right now all of the blood from the body and all the blood from the lungs is dumping and mixing in Christopher's right atrium. (This is how it has to be plumbed to work.) That is a lot of blood for one chamber when it was meant for two. The valve has always leaked since his first surgery. There is no way around it. But it is getting slightly worse. The ways to remedy this leakage is to up his medication. But that will only do so much, for so long. The other way to minimize the leakage is the Glenn procedure with is the second heart surgery. In this surgery, 1/2 of the blood that is being directed to the right atrium is redirected. This takes a substantial amount of workload off the heart. Dr. Chang will keep an eye on the leak. We may just have to go to surgery sooner than later. And the surgeons would prefer to do it later just for the size factor.

Dr. La Gras is Christopher's Cardiologist in regards to his pacemaker. Now for a little bit of history. We were originally told that it is very common for kids coming out of surgery to have an external pacemaker as the heart is being completely rerouted and is severely swollen. Then we were told that it was common to have arrhythmia (irregular or skipped beats) for a day or two. Then a couple of weeks went by and we were told that he had total heart block ( his atrium and ventricle weren't "speaking" to each other and probably never would), but that the cardiologist were going to give him a couple more days before giving him a permanent pacer. The next two days he went from total heart block, to third degree (every third beat he would do himself) to second degree heart block (every other beat is himself). He couldn't sustain a heart rate over 90 however, and it was determined that he would need the permanent pace maker even though he had mad progress. Once he had the pacemaker in he went from pacing 50% of the time to pacing 100% of the time, meaning he wasn't pumping his heart himself whatsoever.

When we talked to Dr. Chang on Friday, he said that he would probably be pacemaker dependent for life.

We then went in to talk to Dr. La Gras. In two weeks Christopher has gone from pacing 100% to sensing 85%! Which we were told can't happen or is very unlikely. He is pumping is own little heart 85% of the time. Dr. La Gras explained that he will always have a pace maker, but that it was extremely good that he had recovered so much of his own conductivity. He change the mode on the pace maker to pause just a little bit before it sends a charge, to kind of wait and see if his own charge will kick in. He also said that in a month when he checks back in, there is a good chance that he'll be sensing 100% which means they will change the mode to back up mode. Back up will only send a charge when he forgets to send a charge which at that point may only be once or twice a day. This greatly increases the life of the pacemaker. When he used it 100% he would've had to get a replacement in 5 years. Now he may not need one for 15 years!!!!!

I asked Dr. La Gras, since Christopher will have a pacemaker for life, how important is it really, whether he or the pacemaker sends the charge. He explained it like this: The heart should contract all at the same time. When you're on a pacemaker there's a slight delay when the pacemaker sends the charge. It is much better for the heart to be fluid and charges sent in harmony. So we are excited to find that he is doing much of the work on his own!

I am looking for a good link that I like that explains all 3 surgeries. I am not the best at explaining things.

"Prayer of the Children"

So I wanted to put a song on the blog that I've been relating to a lot these days. I put an mp3 on the sidebar. Just push play if you want to listen. I wanted to give people the option to hear it once or twice and then turn it off, instead of hearing it over and over and over like some blogs do. ( but who wouldn't want to listen more than twice.) The author and composer is Kurt Bestor, and he wrote "Prayer of the Children" in regards to the former country of Yugoslavia, and all the war and ethnic cleansing that is a constant for the people there. I am thankful to live in America and to have all that I have. And in no way am I comparing what I am faced with to the struggles over there. But I do take the words of the song to heart. I am thankful to each and every one of the "children" who have prayed in my and my familys behalf. Enjoy!

P.S. I'll have to put some Hank Williams Jr, on here too since this music isn't really Rob's style. lol :)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

First Cardiology Check-up

Hello all. I just wanted to let everyone know that Christopher's first cardiology follow-up is on Friday. Just wanted to ask, once again, for every one's prayers and good thoughts. We are keeping our fingers crossed that his lymphatic system will be fully healed and functional, so that he can get off that nasty low-fat formula and have some real nutrition. We've got plenty to spare. He got weighed again today and only gained an ounce. But I am still hopeful that Dr. Chang will be happy with his overall weight gain. Like I said previously he would be happy if Christopher gained 30 grams/day. Even with his low total gain over the last couple of days, he is still averaging close to 40 grams. Please keep us in your thoughts, since we will be traveling to Emmanuel in a nasty storm. Not sure when it is supposed to hit. I just hope everyone is being extra safe. We love you all and I will post as soon as we get any kind of concrete information.

Also I don't think I'll be able to post video from my phone, but I am working on another plan. Stay tuned for more fun.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Easter!


So I have nothing new or too exciting to report. Christopher may be going to the doctor tomorrow or Wednesday to see if he has a "bug". Just having a little mucus. Other than that he's doing great. He's gained 7 oz in 3 days. So for all you math wiz's, that's 66 grams/day. Dr. Chang said he'd be happy if he gained 30. So he's growing and growing. That's just what we want. He is a happy little dude. Very chill and laid back.

So we didn't do anything for Easter. Sad I know. I was too tired and Robert had to work, and Anthony spent Easter at his Grandma's. So it was just me and Tyler. We did get around to dying some eggs, but we didn't hide them as it was a monsoon outside. We'll just have to do a belated hunt indoors. Here's our colorful eggs.

So I took some practice video's to put on here...but haven't figured out how to get them off the card yet. Just so everyone knows.......I've been taking all these pix and videos with my smart phone that isn't so smart. So if the quality isn't the greatest that's why. Much love, and stay tuned for more excitement!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Baby 1 Boy Wirt...haha







Sorry, that title is an inside joke. Christopher's hospital bracelet said Baby/boy Wirt, but Robert thought it said Baby 1 Boy Wirt. Not sure why that's funny, but that's not the point. Here are some pic's over the last week Chris has been home. I just thought they were cute. I haven't figured out how to put videos on here yet... but he is much cuter in action, if I do say so myself. Also, I noticed a few days ago that his hair is turning a reddish brown instead of a dark dark brown. He has the darkest brown eyes. As close to black as you can get without being them being black.

As of today he weighs 7 lbs 3 oz. and is 20 3/4 inches long. At birth he was 6 lbs 5 oz and 20 1/2 inches. He is definitely behind for being almost 2 months old, especially since the average baby is over 7 lbs newborn. Many of the babies in the peds floor were over 8 lbs at birth. He has been through so much though. He is growing and growing everyday and is only in the 3rd % overall. He is completely proportionate, just tiny. Our Cocoon nurse says she will be thrilled when he reaches the 5th %. It blows my mind though, since Tyler was in the 80th % by 2 months. We are gunna do our utmost to fatten this little one up. Enjoy the pics!

Pictures!!!!!

So here is a picture of Ty after a movie night. He was glad to be home, but boy was he tuckered out.












Here is a pic of part of Chris' nursery. As you can see, his crib has to be at an incline, for the best digestion possible....and there is his IV pole that we have his feeding pump on. It is much more intimidating with the feeding bag and tubes on there, but I didn't think to take a picture of that.













Here is our big freezer stocked with all my hard pumped breast milk. It may be kinda weird to post a pic of this....but here's what I think: 1. I'm weird, 2. I'll probably never get a chance to brag about something like this for a long time!!! :) I am saving it with the hope that after his cardiology check up on the 9th, his plearal sacs look clear enough to try the breast milk, and take him off the low fat formula. He will probably not be able to breast feed for quite some time if ever. But I am hopeful that with enough perseverance on both our parts that he'll be big and strong in no time.